i had the nighmare of all nightmares.. for the third time!! maderpakker!!
Posted at 08:55 PM
i mean literally. i had the most frightful nightmare in a long time.
last night, i retired to bed at a much earlier time than usual cos god knows i could take some decent rest after a week of drinking and whatnots.
i put B's song on the loop on my phone..
tugged the blanket..
draped it all over me..
and seeked comfort in obscurity.
it was one of those nights where i scare myself to sleep.
So, i lied on my side and closed my eyes when i suddenly got a cold rush on my nape. then, i remembered a friend's story on how hairs on the back of your head tend to raise when they're spirits around. So, i got really really scared and more hairs started raising when i felt a sudden force on my chest as if someone was holding me down.
i couldn't breathe and and i started screaming but there was no voice coming out of my mouth.
i was moving frantically trying to escape when the force started pulling me toward the door.
i screamed. i tried to break free. but nothing was happening.
i was immobilized by some sort of a freak of nature. and as the force was holding me down and dragging me to the door at the same time, i could feel my top being pulled up. i could sense that someone was feeling my body. but the truth is, there was no one around. it was some invisible force. a spirit if you may. and that's when i realize i was having a nightmare.
i tried to wiggle my toes and move my fingers and screamed my wits out until a voice comes out of my mouth so i'd wake up. but nothing was happening. i was helpless. then i did it again and again and again and stroke of luck, i woke up breathing heavily with one hand on my chest and the other one on my stomach.
i actually just took the whole incident in stride. as if it was all a dream. afterall, it was, in fact, just a dream - a bad one at that. so, after catching my breath, i shifted my position, covered myself in a blanket and let the sandman do his magic. and that's when it happened again.
i felt a force pushing me down again. this time, it was on the neck. it was choking me. for the second time, i screamed my life away until the mute option came undone. but it was not getting undone.
nothing was happening AGAIN. i was having a nightmare AGAIN!
Twice in one night!
i tried wiggling my toes but there was no movement. AGAIN!
i tried moving my fingers but they were frozen. AGAIN!
i screamed. and screamed. and screamed..
and hoped that someone would hear my inaudible cry. hoped it'd all stop.
and i screamed, for the last time, with all my might. gave everything i got. like there's no tomorrow left for me. and that's when i finally woke up with a faint wail, breathing heavily, and scared to my bones.
as i am typing this, i am getting chills on my nape again. that was really scary for me.
and come on! how often does a person encounter an experience such as this??
with me, this is the third time that i encountered this - a nightmare in a nightmare.
in addition to that, i've had a few more nightmares similar to this - about a handful.
i don't know what to make out of all these??
but i do know i'm going to sleep with the lights on tonight.
freakeh freakeh freakeH!!!
